The fog has set...and my days had become gloomier...
Shaded and clouded, weary of my journey ahead,
I spot her in on of her abstracted motion
pursuing the trail of a butterfly...
One fleeting look at my stupefied visage,
and with a souciant lurge she takes a leap at my heart...
Eyes intense like luminous stars set against the night sky,
wagging furiously her tail to signify my presence...
Zest and Zeal emanating from her soul.
I at once find myself drawn to her...
The paper weight having been lifted, my heart strings set free like
sheets of paper drifting away...
The perplexity that was plaguing me,
dissolve into the background...
I felt a hand placed over my shoulder
telling me how everything was indeed passable..
Resting her furry head into my outstretched palm,
I cup her face close enough to see myself in her...
Looking deep into her eyes,
I sense a pain...
Pain arising from a loss...
Her mom was taken away,
and she was left to the streets...
Deprived of love at such a tender age,
I assume she found a mother in me...
I feel the tears beginning to tickle my eyes.
I rest her head against my shoulder
mourning silently for her loss.
We take a long walk...
losing ourselves in each others presence.
Time flies but it seems like pure magic.
Vibrant and lively...
On the darkening of the twilight,
I drop her safely near the shack...
Part of me wants to stay but I know that is not possible,
promising to meet her soon...
I kiss her goodbye...
Thanking my stars on the way back
for I had indeed met my soul mate...
Maybe this is all destiny
or so I would like to think.
Maybe there is a power above us
giving us the required vitality
to overcome circumstances...
Little did i know about the destiny which was awaiting me...
However with soaring hopes..
I run the miles if only to see those beautiful eyes
again...the next day !
All good things come in small packages,
and this had been haunting me the whole day
more like a premonition...
The sunshine of yesterday losing it's glow
slowly eclipsed in the overflowing moon.
I ran and ran...
My limbs growing numb with each move,
My throat constricted with the unshed tears,
Everything around me was a total blur...
I search around endlessly...
If only to be captivated by those eyes again..
Like a perfect sail shook over by the storm,
my body heaves with emotions...
To think of the pain,
that tiny body had to suffer at such a age.
Overcome by guilt I look up at the sky
and give out a loud roar...
A roar of anguish...
For having miserably failed me...
Yes ! He has indeed failed me this time.
hopeless painless mindless...
For having taken away that one soul I was blessed to have,
Who showed the true meaning of love...
What it felt to love and being loved in return...
I curse and swear on everyone around me,
happily going on about their jobs,
while i was experiencing so much torment...
I smile wryly at god's cruel sense of humor
for showing me heaven and hell...
all at the same time...
Her face it haunts my once pleasant dreams...
"The light from your candle
paving the way for illuminating my darkness...
We met through a fantasy like fate
and yet all fantasies are short lived" i learnt
The petals tearing and withering away from my body...
I walk on the thrones...
The apple in my eye,
replaced with a blurring vision...
Failing miserably to see the world around me,
the paper weight dropped on my flapping sheets...
I run and run...
Looking and searching for answers...
"why me?" Of all the persons in this world ???"
Why oh why! Did we ever had to meet?
Why oh why! Did our paths had to cross?
Why to why! Couldn't i see your smiling face ever again???
And it comes striking hard, like a lightning in the thunderstorm...
The clouds clear and the breaks of a dawn appear along the skyline...
"Probably that is what destiny is all about !!!"
She came here to show me the most beautiful period of my life
and yet she deserved a much better place than this earth !
"Our life on Earth is a punishment" says the bible
She deserved to live with the angels !!!
"My Angel ! I know you will always look out for me.
You have changed my life in many ways unknown
for the good or the bad...
I shall always look up to you
shining brightly in the velvet sky
right next to the moon...
Cuz that is where you belong...
My Epitome of Strength...
My Angel ! My Love !
Shaded and clouded, weary of my journey ahead,
I spot her in on of her abstracted motion
pursuing the trail of a butterfly...
One fleeting look at my stupefied visage,
and with a souciant lurge she takes a leap at my heart...
Eyes intense like luminous stars set against the night sky,
wagging furiously her tail to signify my presence...
Zest and Zeal emanating from her soul.
I at once find myself drawn to her...
The paper weight having been lifted, my heart strings set free like
sheets of paper drifting away...
The perplexity that was plaguing me,
dissolve into the background...
I felt a hand placed over my shoulder
telling me how everything was indeed passable..
Resting her furry head into my outstretched palm,
I cup her face close enough to see myself in her...
Looking deep into her eyes,
I sense a pain...
Pain arising from a loss...
Her mom was taken away,
and she was left to the streets...
Deprived of love at such a tender age,
I assume she found a mother in me...
I feel the tears beginning to tickle my eyes.
I rest her head against my shoulder
mourning silently for her loss.
We take a long walk...
losing ourselves in each others presence.
Time flies but it seems like pure magic.
Vibrant and lively...
On the darkening of the twilight,
I drop her safely near the shack...
Part of me wants to stay but I know that is not possible,
promising to meet her soon...
I kiss her goodbye...
Thanking my stars on the way back
for I had indeed met my soul mate...
Maybe this is all destiny
or so I would like to think.
Maybe there is a power above us
giving us the required vitality
to overcome circumstances...
Little did i know about the destiny which was awaiting me...
However with soaring hopes..
I run the miles if only to see those beautiful eyes
again...the next day !
All good things come in small packages,
and this had been haunting me the whole day
more like a premonition...
The sunshine of yesterday losing it's glow
slowly eclipsed in the overflowing moon.
I ran and ran...
My limbs growing numb with each move,
My throat constricted with the unshed tears,
Everything around me was a total blur...
I search around endlessly...
If only to be captivated by those eyes again..
Like a perfect sail shook over by the storm,
my body heaves with emotions...
To think of the pain,
that tiny body had to suffer at such a age.
Overcome by guilt I look up at the sky
and give out a loud roar...
A roar of anguish...
For having miserably failed me...
Yes ! He has indeed failed me this time.
hopeless painless mindless...
For having taken away that one soul I was blessed to have,
Who showed the true meaning of love...
What it felt to love and being loved in return...
I curse and swear on everyone around me,
happily going on about their jobs,
while i was experiencing so much torment...
I smile wryly at god's cruel sense of humor
for showing me heaven and hell...
all at the same time...
Her face it haunts my once pleasant dreams...
"The light from your candle
paving the way for illuminating my darkness...
We met through a fantasy like fate
and yet all fantasies are short lived" i learnt
The petals tearing and withering away from my body...
I walk on the thrones...
The apple in my eye,
replaced with a blurring vision...
Failing miserably to see the world around me,
the paper weight dropped on my flapping sheets...
I run and run...
Looking and searching for answers...
"why me?" Of all the persons in this world ???"
Why oh why! Did we ever had to meet?
Why oh why! Did our paths had to cross?
Why to why! Couldn't i see your smiling face ever again???
And it comes striking hard, like a lightning in the thunderstorm...
The clouds clear and the breaks of a dawn appear along the skyline...
"Probably that is what destiny is all about !!!"
She came here to show me the most beautiful period of my life
and yet she deserved a much better place than this earth !
"Our life on Earth is a punishment" says the bible
She deserved to live with the angels !!!
"My Angel ! I know you will always look out for me.
You have changed my life in many ways unknown
for the good or the bad...
I shall always look up to you
shining brightly in the velvet sky
right next to the moon...
Cuz that is where you belong...
My Epitome of Strength...
My Angel ! My Love !